all these while i was living in my own bubble, and it was all okay i guess. but one day someone popped the bubble and my thoughts got lost in all those unknown directions and at the same time I'm losing myself.
I'm not a perfect person, I've realized that. But I'm trying to be better each day, trying to go for it and not hold back. but there's always something holding me back. always.
and I'm so full of negative thoughts that I'm hurting those who loves me by being so repugnant and in constant denial, I'm hurting my soul and eating myself flesh by flesh.
I apologize.
in physical sense, I'm sick. I torture myself because i felt and prevent myself from eating just because felt guilt in my stomach that i can't seem to dispose of.
ugh..what is going on wrong with me?
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